After pulling Night Train earlier this morning, I logged off and played other games until a few hours ago after hearing more LTD stories, and remembering how good my rolls were today. I had about 300k after I bought Marino and the Jammer back that I originally quicksold. I rolled all of those coins into training variety packs, and didn't pull one card over 90, and ended up losing it all...
I dumped Marino because I felt that I was maybe on a bad streak and tried to end it or something like that. Maybe I felt that I was due for at least something decent, and I was terribly mistaken. I ended up with 54 Power Ups, and not a single card to sell...
I haven't told anyone but after the first 3 LTD's that I've pulled I somehow lost all of the coins gained from them because I was chasing more....
I just don't know how or when to stop. I just always feel that if something is good, it was always be good, and I guess that isn't the case sadly. I just, really hate myself and my decision making whenever this happens. No matter what I get, I always lose it.
To all of you who congratulated me, and told me that I deserved to pull the LTD Night Train, I'm sorry that I disappointed. I honestly feel that I don't deserve anything anymore. This game just gets me down so much nowadays. I feel like such a failure.
This game just always gets me in a mood that I don't want to be in, but I really don't want to let it go. It just seems so boring now, and the gameplay is so bad that it kills me.
It just seems that the world has come crashing down upon me. But don't worry, I'm used to being crapped on as a result of my mind.
Whatever though. You'd think that I would learn. I guess not
After pulling Night Train earlier this morning, I logged off and played other games until a few hours ago after hearing more LTD stories, and remembering how good my rolls were today. I had about 300k after I bought Marino and the Jammer back that I originally quicksold. I rolled all of those coins into training variety packs, and didn't pull one card over 90, and ended up losing it all...
I dumped Marino because I felt that I was maybe on a bad streak and tried to end it or something like that. Maybe I felt that I was due for at least something decent, and I was terribly mistaken. I ended up with 54 Power Ups, and not a single card to sell...
I haven't told anyone but after the first 3 LTD's that I've pulled I somehow lost all of the coins gained from them because I was chasing more....
I just don't know how or when to stop. I just always feel that if something is good, it was always be good, and I guess that isn't the case sadly. I just, really hate myself and my decision making whenever this happens. No matter what I get, I always lose it.
To all of you who congratulated me, and told me that I deserved to pull the LTD Night Train, I'm sorry that I disappointed. I honestly feel that I don't deserve anything anymore. This game just gets me down so much nowadays. I feel like such a failure.
This game just always gets me in a mood that I don't want to be in, but I really don't want to let it go. It just seems so boring now, and the gameplay is so bad that it kills me.
It just seems that the world has come crashing down upon me. But don't worry, I'm used to being crapped on as a result of my mind.
Whatever though. You'd think that I would learn. I guess not